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  • Update on knee.

    So, I went for my ultrasound on my knee today.  The guy looked at my knee, moved my knee cap all around (I have super loose joints, so my knee caps move in really weird ways), then started the ultrasound.  Almost immediately, he's all "oh.  uh oh.  hmmm."   Ummm...NOT HELPFUL! 

    So, he does the ultrasound, then drops the not-so-unexpected bomb.  Torn meniscus on my lateral side, right knee.  Plus...the area under my patella has about zero cartiledge and the bone is really ragged in there.  He doesn't believe that my meninscus tear will heal on it's own, due to it's position, and thinks that it'll need surgically repaired.  While they're in there, they can shave down the bone area under my patella and smooth it out, which will help with the grinding that I feel/hear every time I move. 

    My ortho is supposed to call me on Monday, while we're in Switzerland, to discuss options.  I'll definitely have the surgery here.  If it's anything like my last knee surgery, I should be up and walking that day (slowly, and with great hobbling, but walking nonetheless).  I'm hoping they can do it as soon as the new year rolls around, so I'll be more mobile when I go home for house hunting a few weeks later!

    There's the update...FML.  Stupid knees.

     

    xoxoxo,
    K.

  • Really Frustrated

    Ugh, I am trying really hard to reign in my frustration with how things are going, but it's getting really difficult.  This whole repatriation thing is going to be an absolute hot mess, I can tell already.  We've had two calls with HR and other people in the process, and we are absolutely no further than we were nearly 2.5 weeks ago!  They still don't have a timeline for when we'll do our house hunting trip, nor have they completely sorted out my contract extension and our visas (though our visa paperwork has been filled out by the lawyers and is with the Dutch government, so that is in the process, at least).

    Our latest call was to figure out when our house hunting would be, and what sort of assistance with the process we would receive from our company.  Yeah...no idea.  HR still hasn't gotten it together, because they've been working towards an "end of March" date, which is when we MOVE...did they think that you just show up in the US and there is stuff waiting for you?!  Jamie has to be back in the states in mid-January to kick off his new job, so it only made sense that we would do our house hunting trip at the same time (to save the company money, since they're paying for it).  Well...since HR isn't sorted, it doesn't appear that the repatriation company will be ready for that come January, so February is looking more realistic for the house hunting.  Which doesn't leave us much time in way of house hunting, buying, inspections, and closing, etc.  Plus...we were looking at houses that would require some work, so we could personalize them more, but our plan was to contract that out and have it finished by the time we moved home for good...also doesn't appear to be feasible with the new timeline.  We would do all this on our own, but we're still not sure what the financial assistance is for the move back, and if we do it all on our own, we might not be reimbursed by the company.  So...because I don't want to throw away the financial assistance, we really have to deal with their timeline and inability to have their shit in gear.

    Ugh...I just need to get to Friday.  After Friday, we're spending the next two weeks in gorgeous Switzerland, and I can relax and forget about my job and this moving fiasco.  Get me to Friday, just get me to Friday.

    XOXOXO,
    K.

  • Well hell.

    Had my appointment with the orthopedic yesterday...he took a look at my knee, ran some x-rays, we went over the x-rays, and then scheduled an ultrasound for next week.  Doesn't look good...his response was "we'll look at the ultrasound then discuss surgical options."  Doesn't sound like PT will even be an option this time (not that it usually works, but whatever).  Sigh...he said he could get me into surgery between Christmas and New Year's, but we'll be in Switzerland, so that won't work.  It will probably happen in January, after our house hunting trip back in the States.

    I've had one knee surgery before (other knee), so I know what to expect, but I am just not looking forward to it!  It'll be scope, so really short recovery period (it'll be about a month before I have 100% range of motion back, but the last time, I was walking the same day of surgery), so that's good...and the pain isn't too bad...probably need some anti-inflammatories that first day, then just Aleve/Paracetamol after that.  Still...I hate not being 100%, and I hate being relatively immobile.  There's a slim chance I won't need surgery, but it's not looking good, so I'm just accepting the inevitable.

    Wish me luck...ultrasound is Thursday.

     

    XOXOXO,
    K.

  • It's always something.

    I swear, it's always something in life.  I've been working out regularly again, seeing a personal trainer and really getting my strength back.  I've been eating well, and generally pretty happy with things.  I haven't been weighing, because I know I'm doing the right things, so it doesn't really matter what the scale says.

    Until now.  Now, my damn knee is effed again.  It's popping with every step I take, catching on something underneath the kneecap.  I'm not sure if it's floating cartilege, torn something or orther, or what is going on.  All I know is that a) it's not normal, b) it's not good, and c) it hurts like a mother.  I've also been sick this past week, so I had to cancel personal training yesterday, which was probably for the best because I'm not sure what I can do with my knee being jacked.

    I have an appointment with the orthopedic surgeon who did my foot surgery here a few years ago.  My ortho back home already told me I needed surgery, but I've been trying to put it off for awhile.  I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to put it off any longer.  And, having already had one knee surgery, I am really not looking forward to another.  It's not the pain that puts me off (I have a super high pain tolerance, and only took pain killers for the first 6 hours after surgery the last time...and no pain killers, other than paracetamol, after my foot surgery), it's the inactivity while I'm recovering!  I do not want another extended round of inactivity like I had after my first knee surgery and after my foot surgery.  I just cannot handle being inactive!

    Ugh..so yeah...if you have any spare thoughts, please send them my way.  I'm hoping this can be fixed fairly simply, but you never know. 

     

    XOXOXO,
    K.

  • Sorry I've been MIA.

    Sorry I've been so absent since our return from Morocco...life has been crazy busy!  Once we got back, we hosted a few different dinners at our place, then we had a team Thanksgiving dinner, and then I got sick...so it was literally one thing after another.  It hasn't really left me much time for blogging, or really much time for anything other than work and sleef, if I'm honest.

    Things are still going well here!  Work has been crazy, but I'm going down the days until mid-December, when we leave for our holiday in Switzerland.  I'm so excited to get away from work for a few weeks (we'll be in Switzerland for 2 weeks, then we'll return back to the Netherlands for nearly a week before work starts up again).  We'll have nearly 3 weeks off for Christmas, which will be SO nice (and definitely needed, as this past 6 months has been stressful).

    In other news...still trying to find a house.  We've found a few more that we really like, but of course it's really hard to tell until you actually walk through them.  Here are the outside photos of a few we like...if you click on the caption below the photo, it should take you to the website to see more.

    Wildflower Estates
    Option 1

    Blackhawk Drive
    Option 2

     

    California drive
    Option 3

     

    Violet Way
    Option 4

     

     

    I'm not sure what it is about the third one, but something about it really appeals to me!  It's very different from the other two, and it's much older, but it has a lot of things that I like (wood floors, mature trees, etc.).  Again, these are all just ideas until we actually go house hunting in January, but it's nice to see what's out there!

    Thoughts on the houses?  Which one do you like best?

     

    XOXOXO,
    K.

  • Moroccan Getaway!

    Oh my goodness.  That's all I can say.  Our trip to Morocco was absolutely amazing!  The sights, the colors, the smells (and sometimes, oh god, the smells...oy)...it was all so overwhelming and fabulous at the same time! 

    We arrived late Thursday evening into the Riad, right outside the stone walls of the Medina in Marrakech.  The Riad was in the middle of a non-descript winding alley, and I was seriously starting to worry what we'd gotten ourselves into.  However, the minute the door opened, all concerns were gone.  The employees at the Riad were a dream!  So helpful, so friendly, so darn nice all around!  We were in one room for 2 nights, then the last night we moved to another room in the Riad, because I had mixed up our dates when we first booked, and the first room wasn't available for all nights once I got myself sorted.  However...not a problem!  They moved everything for us, took care of all of our things, I didn't even notice that anything happened. 

    Riad
    This was the view of our room's door in the Riad, the night we arrived.  We overlooked the courtyard, which was open to the sky without a roof, typical of Riad's in the area. 

    And the food...omg, the food. Bliss!!!  We basically had a feast for every, single meal.  Sweets for breakfast (crepes, fry bread, fresh yoghurts, fresh fruits, etc.), then tagines and couscous for lunch and dinner.  I seriously have a love affair with Middle Eastern/Mediterranean food, so I was in heaven. 

    Friday morning, we were up and ready to go for our tour of the Medina/Old City Marrakech.  Our guide took us around for about 4 hours, showing us various sights (souqs, the Medrassa, museums, etc.) and taking us into different stores if we wanted to purchase anything (which we didn't, but it was still nice).  I was able to practice my Arabic quite a lot, which was really nice!  It was amazing how much of it came back to me, being surrounded by it constantly.  After that, we went back to the Riad and relaxed for an hour or so, then headed back out to the main square to see the sights.  Snake charmers, monkeys performing, and storytellers were all part of the charm in the square.  Of course, there were people trying to sell you stuff, but they were easily ignored.  After that, we headed back to the Riad, for dinner, which was an amazing lamb tagine with dates and figs.  Holy hell...talk about amazing! 

    Saturday, we spent the morning in a cooking class learning how to make traditional chicken tagine and moroccan salads, along with the traditional bread they serve for pretty much every meal.  We made four different cold vegetable salads, a chicken tagine with olives, and the bread.  It was so much fun!  Plus, I got all the recipes to take home and replicate whenever I wanted, so it was well worth it.  After the class, Jamie and I went up to the roof terrace which overlooked the city, and ate our efforts.  I was pretty darn amazed...it tasted so good!

    food
    Here is a photo of the foods we made, before we dug in!  The tagine is in the middle, but we didn't take the lid off so that it would stay warm.  My favorite of the cold salads was probably the carrots, but the sweet tomatoes were also awesome!

    After lunch, we went upstairs to change before our hammam (steam bath/scrubdown).  I think a lot of people would be self-conscious being scrubbed down by a stranger (you keep your underwear on, but that's it), but it was so relaxing!  You basically start out just laying down on a marble ledge (heated) while the room is full of steam.  Pretty much, a marble sauna...totally warm and relaxing.  Then, you're sprayed down with a water shower, and then slathered on with some minty soap/lotion stuff.  Then, washed down again.  Then...the scrub.  Wow...exfoliation to the extreme, but really nice.  Again, you're buck ass naked, so you got someone scrubbing you all over, which could be weird for some, but I didn't mind (I have no modesty).  After that, they put some mud stuff on you to clean your pores, and wash you down again.  They even washed my hair!  After that, it was time for my massage, which was so relaxing.  Definitely needed, as I think I had wringed something in my back at my last training session, so the massage definitely helped that a lot.

    While we were in the middle of our cooking class and hammam, the Riad moved everything from our original room to the new room.  We had to clean out the in-room safe, but otherwise, everything was packed up for us, moved to the new room, then unpacked and hung up.  I could definitely get used to that sort of service!  We got into our new room and the first thing I noticed was that it was a two-story room...a half-bath and a sitting room with a fireplace downstairs, then the shower, half bath, and bedroom upstairs.  I walked into our bedroom and immediately noticed the giant dome that was the ceiling!  GORGEOUS!  There was a pendant light in the typical Moroccan style hanging in the dome, which threw off a beautiful pattern when all the lights but that one were off.

    dome
    This is the view of the dome, directly above our bed (I was laying down when I took the photo).

    We stayed in the room that evening and had a delicious lamb couscous for dinner, while we sat in the sitting room.  They even came in and started a fire for us...so romantic!  After that, it was bedtime, because we had to get up and leave for the Kasbah the next morning.

    The Kasbah du Toukbal was located in a small village called Imlil, in the Atlas mountains, about an hour and a half south of Marrakech.  When we travel, we try to split our time between city and outdoors, so we can get in something we both enjoy.  We both love to hike and spend time outdoors, especially in the mountains, but I also like to get a taste of the cities as well (Jamie, not so much).  So, we try to do both.  Which, on this vacation, I'm glad we did.  I would have been ok spending the whole time in Marrakech, but Jamie would have been bored.  We got up early for our 9am transfer to Imlil, which was along a road that wound up the mountains and was barely big wide enough for one car at times, let alone two.  Scary stuff, but the driver acted like it was his everyday normal, so I tried not to worry about it.

    dining area kasbah
    The dining area in the Kasbah...Berber hospitality at it's finest!

    We got to the Kasbah a few hours before lunch, and spent the time relaxing around the area, taking photos, and seeing what all was available.  Then, lunch at the Kasbah, which included more couscous, more bread, and plenty of fresh fruits.  Lucky for us, they filtered their own water, so we didn't have to worry about any stomach problems due to tainted water.  The Kasbah is listed as a Berber hospitality center, and is an eco-lodge, so it was a bit rustic, but so homey!  Everyone was very friendly, and the Berber people were so hospitable!  After lunch, I went to take a nap because I was exhausted, while Jamie went off to take more photos.  He's my little shutterbug.

    view
    This is the view from the terrace dining area of the Kasbah.  The mountains in the distance were where we would hike the next morning.

    After the nap...time for dinner, which meant time for more amazing food.  Dinner consisted of tagine, bread, salads, veggies, etc.  More fruit for dessert, and plenty of water.  The Berber people don't drink alcohol, so it wasn't available in the Kasbah, though if you brought your own in, they would supply glasses and a corkscrew.  We didn't bring any with us, which wasn't a problem in the least, but we noticed some other people had.  No biggie, I was too stuffed for alcohol during that trip to even think about it anyways.

    The next morning, we woke up early for breakfast, then headed off on our trek.  It was a 4-5 hour hike around the mountains...cold weather, snow on the ground, and total and complete peace.  It was fantastic!  I felt like we hiked uphill for at least half the hike, but it was worth it for the views once we were at the top!

    hike
    Jamie and I, at the top of our little mountain, 2000 km from the ground (the top peak was 3000km, so we didn't summit the Toukbal mountain, but we were near there).

    During our hike, we saw lots of snow, hardly any other people, and an exodus of mountain goats heading out to find grass.  Really interesting and a lot of fun.  And a really good workout, for sure!  After that, we headed back to the Kasbah for lunch, I took another nap, then we hung out in the common room with a few other couples before dinner.  We all ended up talking, then ended up having dinner together, so it was nice to meet other people who were interested in travel and seeing different parts of the world.  We all shared stories of different places we'd been, and it was just all around a great time.  Sadly, we headed to bed early, because we had to leave the Kasbah at 5:30am the next morning for our transfer back to the airport, to head home.

    So yeah...that was our Moroccan vacation!  I can't say enough good things about the places we stayed in, the people we met, and the tours/treks we took.  Everyone was absolutely fabulous...it was all around a perfect vacation!  Sorry my recap was a novel and a half, but it wouldn't have done it justice to make it any shorter.  I would definitely recommend anyone who can, to go and check out Morocco, you won't be disappointed!

    XOXOXO,
    K.

     

     

  • Morocco!

    On our way to Morocco! I'll post a recap once we get back next week.

    Have a great weekend!!

    XOXOXO,
    K.

  • Another VLOG!

    I loved doing the last one, so I thought I'd do another!  If you have any questions, feel free to ask...otherwise, I'll just sit in front of the camera and rant/ramble about useless shit no one cares about except me (which, odds are, will happen regardless).  Again, nothing is too personal...go for it!

    XOXOXO,
    K.

  • I'm Still Here.

    Sorry I've not blogged much the past week.  I've been here, just haven't had much to really write about.  Last night, I signed up for 30 personal training sessions, which should get me through to when we move home at the end of March.  I'll be missing a few weeks while we're in Switzerland over Christmas, then we'll be home for a week or so in January, while we house hunt.  I've signed up for two days a week, which I think will be really beneficial.  My personal trainer is really awesome...he definitely pushes me A LOT, but he's also super encouraging at the same time.  He also does nutrition plans, as well as schedules for days when I'm not training with him, so I can still use his style when I'm at the gym, even when I'm not working out with him.  Currently, we hit up the gym 2-3 days a week, then we run 3 days a week, and take off a day.   We've also joined a yoga studio, so Wednesday nights will be filled with yoga.  I'm definitely looking forward to that as well!

    In other news...still sorting out the moving home business.  We've been looking online for houses, and I found one today that I like, but it's still a few months away from January, so no use getting my hopes up on a house that might not even be on the market when we get ready to buy.  I never thought I'd say this, but I've become drawn more and more to older homes.  They require some work, but that's what I think we want.  We really want to make it "ours"...but use an existing structure.  We've found a few good candidates, but we're being pretty mindful of price.  We'll see...a part of me just wants to get to January so we can put this step behind us, but I'm trying to be really careful not to "wish away my life."  If that makes sense.

    In the meantime, I am gearing up for Morocco!!!  We leave in less than ten days for a long weekend trip.  Basically, a Thursday through Tuesday trip to Marrakech and the Atlas Mountains.  I am SO excited!!  I've already booked us a cooking class while we're there, and Jamie is going to sort out a few hikes and camel expeditions for the mountains.  I need to put together a plan of the things I want to see while in Marrakech, but the spice market is #1 on my list!  I plan on coming back with TONS of spices...so excited!

    That's all for now!  Hope you all are doing well!  I've been keeping updated on reading, but haven't been commenting as much as I'd like, so I'll try to be better about that.

     

    XOXOXO,
    K.

  • Personal Trainer

    Jamie and I joined a gym a few weeks back.  We were members of a gym back home, but didn't join one here because they're fairly expensive, and we really wanted to do more things outside.  Which...is all well and good, but now that winter is coming up yet again, I'm not going to want to be outside 5-6 days a week.  We still run outside in the mornings, and will probably continue to do so even in the winter, but I wanted something indoors as well (and I've always been a gym person).

    So...we joined, and it's been fabulous!  Along with our membership came three free personal training sessions.  Oh my word...my personal trainer is amazing/evil!  I really respond to his motivation, and I feel myself working even harder than I normally push myself, and it's fantastic!  I'm sore after every session, but that doesn't really bother me.  We've had two sessions so far, and a third is scheduled for Monday, but after that, I'm going to keep going.  Jamie said he doesn't mind putting money away for things like that, and that he feels its a good investment (and I agree), so it looks like I'm going to keep using a personal trainer until we move home.  I'm really happy with the decision, and I can already feel results in my body.  I already liked going to the gym, but I REALLY enjoy the workouts I get.  Last night, I spent 30+ minutes boxing, which was so much fun (and a lot of cardio), along with more squats and push-ups than I care to remember.  I was exhausted after, but it was such a good feeling.

    We've booked our flights and such to Hawaii for our anniversary, so now my goal is to really get in shape before the trip.  Along with that, I'd also like to be in the best shape possible for when we get pregnant, so I know this will only help out with that.  Tonight we have a yoga class, so that should be fun as well...hopefully it'll be relaxing (and help me with my flexibility)..  If you're interested in hearing more about my yoga class, let me know!

    Hope you all are doing well!

    XOXOXO,
    K.